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Interview with Playwright Jessica Abrams

Jessica Abrams interrogation:  

Jessica Abrams
LA FPI Blogger Jessica Abrams started out as a guest blogger during the Los Angeles Fringe Festival in 2012. We’re glad she stayed with us to add to the many voices here on the blog.

1.  How did you become a playwright?  What brought you to theater? I was a dancer after college, but after finding myself in Italy with a sketchy Vegas-type show, I decided the time had come to hang up my dancing shoes… and write about the experience. It led me to screenplays, and some TV, but the heartbreak of not seeing my work produced made me write plays. And in a way, I came home because theatre was where I came from…

2.  What is your favorite play of yours?  Why? My play Easter in Tel Aviv is my favorite play because it represents where I am as a playwright now.  It’s also an example of a story being born from a very specific — and slightly messy– situation that, one day, revealed itself to me as a play.

3.  What is your favorite production of one of your plays?  Why? I haven’t had that many… but I’ll say this: every time a group of actors come together and speak my words, something new and magical is revealed.

4.  Who is your favorite playwright?  Why? It’s so tough to say… Tennessee Williams is at or close to the top.  He gave us such iconic characters, who spoke such a colloquial language expressing desires that, even then, weren’t often readily expressed.  he gave them the right to be profane, to be base, to be real.

5.  How has your writing changed over the years? I’d like to think it gets closer to expressing that core question I have at the center of who I am, the one that prompted me to write in the first place — not necessarily answering it, just asking it.

6.  What type of plays do you write?  (Dramas, Comedies, Plays with Music, Musicals, Experimental, Avant-garde …)  What draws you to it? I write — or aim to write — comedic stories with a dramatic arc.  I try — emphasis on try — to walk that line between comedy and drama… to find funny moments in slightly tragic situations, moments that don’t call for laughs, but for recognition — “oh, shit, I do that too” — the deep belly laughs that we know means  a nerve has been touched.

7.  Do you write any other literary forms?  How does this affect/enhance your playwriting? I write personal essays and TV stuff.  I find playwriting to be much more free, and often feel restricted for instance when writing for the screen — that ‘get in, get out’ idea always hampers me.

8.  Why did you become a blogger for LA FPI? I LOVE this community.  I’m so grateful for it.  To be able to commune in this way, to share stories and touch a nerve with other playwrights — it’s a thing of beauty.  I also love  the freedom of blogging, but also having deadlines.

9. Who do you consider an influence where your writing is concerned? And, why? So many people — mostly my creative network and the way it inspires me.  other female playwrights who are just doing the work, every day.  I am humbled and inspired by them.

10. When did you find your voice as a writer?  Are you still searching for it? I thought I found it in my first play.  Then, writing the second, I found it again.  I continue to “find” it, because even if it’s in me, it’s also lodged somewhere in the story, in its tone, in how its characters are feeling and acting… so it’s constant process of discovery.

11. Do you have a writing regiment?  Can you discuss your process? It’s not a good one lately.  I haven’t written a play in a while.  Right now I’m working on a spec screenplay and a spec TV pilot and I tend to get work done in spurts, mostly after 3 PM because I feel like crap in the morning, usually.  I have a lot of guilt around my willy nilly schedule of late — is that obvious?

12. How do you decide what to write? It comes to me — characters, situations…

13. How important is craft to you? You know… yes and no.

14. What other areas of theater do you participant in? I’m an actress, which I came to fairly late in life, but which really rounds me out as a storyteller.

15. How do you feel about the theater community in Los Angeles?  I think it’s vast, and that makes me so happy, knowing there’s so much creativity happening in a city dedicated to that ‘other’ storytelling mode.  That said, I wish it had more pride and confidence in itself.  I wish it would solidify as just that: a theatre community, rather than let its voice be in the hands of the ‘establishment’ — CTG, etc.  Some of the best theatre I’ve seen here was in a small theatre, often 49-seat house.  Those artists need to be supported, in terms of audience, monies and award recognition.

16. How do you battle the negative voice?  (insecurity, second guessing) I meditate, say mantras, prayers, and novenas.  I also keep in touch with fellow creative souls who understand that voice and battle it themselves.  I used to have a daily calll with a fellow actress, just to bolster each other.  I need to do that again.

17. Do you have a theme that you come back to a lot in your work? Yes — the theme of self-discovery.  identity.

18. What are you working on now?  I’m working on a screenplay and a TV pilot and I need to get back to writing plays ASAP.

 

For other blog articles by Jessica Abrams you can go to https://lafpi.com/author/jessilou/.  Her very first blog post is titled THE WOMEN OF TU-NA HOUSE at The Hollywood Fringe  dated 2012/06/17.

Jessica’s Bio

Jessica Abrams’ play The Laughing Cow had its world premiere this past April at the Meta Theatre on Melrose and received Pick of the Week by LA Weekly. Her short play, Melissa, is currently part of New American Theatre’s Short Play Festival in Los Angeles. The First To Know (the full-length play of which Melissa is a part) was read in the MaD Play Reading Series last Spring, and her solo piece If I Look This Good, Why Do I Feel Like Sh*t? was read at the ExAngeles Writers Collective’s A Month of Sundays Reading Series this past October. Her television writing credits include The Profiler for NBC and Watch Over Me for Fox/MyNetworkTV. She was a guest artist at the Kennedy Center Playwriting Intensive in 2010 and is a co-founder of the New Leaf Endeavors Theatre Company. She attended Barnard College of Columbia University in Manhattan.

Interview with Playwright Nancy Beverly

Nancy Beverly answers 20 questions:

Nancy Beverly
Playwright Nancy Beverly has blogged for LA FPI since the beginning of the blog in April of 2010. Nancy is a diverse voice that you don’t want to miss.

1.  How did you become a playwright?  What brought you to theater?

Mad Magazine.  No kidding.  My friend Gena and I would read it out loud into a tape recorder.  We’d also make up our own stories and fake ads and tape those as well.  I also got tapped on the shoulder (literally) by my grade school principal to be in a stage presentation (it wasn’t exactly a play, more like a patriotic celebration) because he’d seen what a live wire I was just in the hallways of school.

2.  What is your favorite play of yours?  Why?

It’s always the one I’m currently involved in — in this case it’s my nutty comedy called COMMUNITY.  When I’ve heard it out loud and when I read it to myself, I just fall down laughing.

3.  What is your favorite production of one of your plays?  Why?

Too hard to pick.  It’s more like I have favorite moments — Lisa Temple doing the monologue “My New Best Friend” — again, I literally fell out of my chair laughing; Hannah Crum and Mandy Dunlap doing “Happy Wanderer” and I’m brought to tears…

4.  What play by someone else has moved you the most and why?

EXTRAORDINARY CHAMBERS that I saw at the Geffen (Robin & Jennie were there that night!).  Horror was conveyed so simply (a monologue near the end of the piece with hundreds of photos on display behind the actor).

5.  Who is your favorite playwright?  Why?

Don’t have one, I just enjoy plays on a moment by moment basis.

6.  How has your writing changed over the years?

Yep.  A lot more depth now.  I’m not afraid of emotions like I was when I was a kid.

7.  What type of plays do you write?  (Dramas, Comedies, Plays with Music, Musicals, Experimental, Avant-garde …)  What draws you to it?

Dramas filled with comedy.  I like linear storytelling, so my stuff isn’t avant-guarde or experimental.

8.  Do you write any other literary forms?  How does this affect/enhance your playwriting?

I’ve written screenplays, a webseries, a lot of essays… the truth is the truth.  Still trying to figure out how to be effective with the screenplay, though.

9.  Why did you become a blogger for LA FPI?

The energy in the room at Topanga during our first meeting, all of us crammed together in a dressing room, shivering, and yet in high spirits.  What a great group.  I wanted to be part of it.

10. What is your favorite blog posting?

Can’t pick just one, but the moments when I learn something about myself when I’m writing the blog come to mind.  (Same is true of my plays, I always end up learning something.)  That said, one that I wrote last year called “Less is More” about a final rehearsal of OF MICE AND MEN where they had no props, no costumes, no furniture and yet I was a puddle of tears at the end… is a fond one for me.

11. Who do you consider an influence where your writing is concerned? And, why?

Whatever play I’ve just seen.  If something’s really good, I’m in my theatre seat thinkin’ “Oooo, I wanna do that!”

12. When did you find your voice as a writer?  Are you still searching for it?

When I wrote A NEW YOU, my first produced full-length.  The voice is always a work-in-progress, and actually, writing is more about finding the voice of the characters in the play, not about finding MY voice.

13. Do you have a writing regiment?  Can you discuss your process?

If I’m working on a play, then every free night and several hours on the weekend get devoted to it.  I have a quote on my desk from Woody Allen that I’ve had posted since grad school.  In part it reads, “It’s the steadiness that counts.”

14. How do you decide what to write?

Man, it really has to GRAB me.  If an idea is superficial and won’t take me deep into the water, then I won’t work on it for all of the months it takes to make something good.  It has to be a puzzle to figure out, not pre-digested and formulaic.

15. How important is craft to you?

Very.  I re-read parts of Buzz MacLaughlin’s The Playwright’s Process every time I’m working on something new.

16. What other areas of theater do you participant in?

I’ve done performance art and took classes to develop pieces with Danielle Brazell (former Artisic Director at Highways).  Loved it.  Loved creating something in the moment inspired by just the slimmest of suggestions.

17. How do you feel about the theater community in Los Angeles? 

It feels like a real community — witness the Fringe Festival last year.

18. How do you battle the negative voice?  (insecurity, second guessing)

Go see inspirational theatre.  Go to my writers’ group Fierce Backbone every Monday night in support of my fellow writers.  “It’s the steadiness that counts.”

19. Do you have a theme that you come back to a lot in your work?

Yes — there is joy, love, contentment, satisfaction in the present moment.  Not the past, not the future.

20. What are you working on now?

Finding a director (AGAIN) for my film SHELBY’S VACATION.  And keeping my fingers crossed for the production of my play COMMUNITY.

 

To read all LA FPI blog articles by Nancy Beverly go to https://lafpi.com/author/nancybeverly/.  Her very first blog article is titled “Go On Anyway” dated April 25, 2010.  You can find it here

Nancy’s Bio

In addition to Cloud’s Rest,which is part of the 2012 Hollywood Fringe Festival through the writer/actor group Fierce Backbone, Nancy Beverly’s most recent theatrical adventure is her play Community, a comedy that takes place at a community theatre, where, on opening night, everything that can go wrong, does. It’s slated for a full production from Fierce Backbone in 2013.

Her most recent award was the selection of her screenplay Shelby’s Vacation for a staged reading in July 2011 in Randolph, Vermont, under the auspices of Pride Films and Plays which operates out of Chicago – and the same script made the semi-finals for the Chicago readings.

In 2010 her one-act Chicago (a.k.a. The Happy Wanderer), was part of “Shorts and Briefs,” a sold-out afternoon of play readings at the Stella Adler’s Gilbert Theatre that were all written and directed by women. The venture grew out of a discussion she, Jan O’Connor and Mary Casey had earlier in the year about the sorry state of women getting their plays produced. They decided to do something about it.

“Shorts and Briefs” was produced under the banner of The L.A. Women’s Theatre Project. Additionally, Beverly’s full-length play Handcrafted Healing was featured in L.A.W.T.P.’s dynamic weekend of play readings in October 2009 – again, all written and directed by women. Beverly developed Handcrafted Healing through Playwrights 6, a writer-run group in Los Angeles, where she was a member from 2001 until 2009.

In August 2007, also in conjunction with P6, Beverly produced her drama Godislav at the Miles Memorial Playhouse in Santa Monica for a month-long run. Additionally, Godislav had the honor of being chosen in 2006 to be part of the Playwrights Showcase of the Western Region in Denver.

West Hollywood’s Celebration Theatre gave Beverly’s coming-of-age dramady A New You its world-premiere in the summer of 2001.

Prior to moving to Los Angeles, Beverly worked at Actors Theatre of Louisville as the Assistant Literary Manager. While at ATL, she had several short plays produced in ATL’s twice-yearly short play showcase. Attack of the Moral Fuzzies, one of those 10-minute comedies, was published in an ATL anthology of short works and has been performed several times a year for 25 years by theatres all around the U.S. and Canada.

Beverly has also written for the Showtime series Women, knocked out 70 articles for the how-to website ehow.com, conducted radio interviews for KPFK’s weekly show IMRU, and gotten up and done performance art under the direction of Danielle Brazell, the former Artistic Director of the performance space Highways in Santa Monica.

She’s also worked in network television as an executive producer’s assistant on and pitched stories to such hit shows as Desperate Housewives and Ghost Whisperer.

HAPPY 3-YEAR ANNIVERSARY LAFPI BLOG!

The Los Angeles Female Playwrights Initiative Blog has been going strong for 3 years.  The blog started April 19, 2010 with our first blog post of Being a Playwright, Being Female“.  The purpose of the blog is to give the Los Angeles theater community a place to come to get to know the playwrights.  We thought it would be nice to ask them all a few questions about their lives as playwrights and this week we will post the responses.

The authentic voice of a playwright is worth its weight in gold yet it is hard to measure when it is not given a place in the miner’s pan… 

Enjoy. Thanks for reading.

 

Writing “Crazy”…

I have been working on writing “crazy”.  There has to be a way to write it where it can be intense and alive off the page.  Not the crazy way out there kind of crazy but the almost perfectly sane, breaking beneath the surface kind of crazy.  I have been working internally on this for over a year now because I don’t really rewrite and know that if I haven’t solved it inside, it ain’t coming out any time soon.  Yes, I said it.  I am one of those.  I am not completely averse to rewriting but I haven’t had a play to date that has warranted me rewriting it.  I do tweak here and there.  My plays live internally so long that by the time they come bursting out I am in need of some serious Kegel exercises to get myself back to the place where I can begin again – conceiving/growing another play…  I have never seen a parent of a new born cutting limbs and shoving things in odd places on their newborn so I can’t see doing it to mine…  The sheer exhaustion of pushing out a play is enough to make me feel “crazy” without reorganizing parts. Never apologize for how you get the words to your page.  I am a firm believer that one of the things that makes Art – art, is how it is filtered through the artist…

I have heard Edward Albee say the following in person regarding rewrites:

Edward Albee: I don’t rewrite. Well, not much. I think I probably do all the rewriting that I’m going to do before I’m aware that I’m writing the play because obviously, the creativity resists — resides — in the unconscious, right? Probably resists the unconscious, too — resides in the unconscious. My plays, I think, are pretty much determined before I become aware of them. I think they formulated there, and then they move into the conscious mind, and then onto the page. By the time I’m willing to commit a play to paper, I pretty much know — or can trust — the characters to write the play for me. So, I don’t impose. I let them have their heads and say and do what they want, and it turns out to be a play.

You can read the rest of this interview at the Academy of Achievement website : http://achievement.org/autodoc/page/alb1int-4

I adore Edward Albee.  He’s a big reason why I work so hard on my craft.

Back to writing “crazy” – I saw “Silver Linings Playbook” today (David O. Russell, screenplay; Matthew Quick, novel, also directed by Russell).  What awesome writing! What a story…  The different levels and forms of crazy that people can be…it was like being in a “how to” seminar. And, the actors were phenomenal – all of them. This film answered a lot of questions about how “crazy” can be realized through story fearlessly.

Regarding my story — the one I need to write crazy in — I was afraid to let Valpecula have her full say…afraid I would edit her before her words could find air — something I never want to find myself doing because then, I’d have to rewrite.

Here’s to “crazy” and writing it fearlessly…

Permission to Say…

“You have to give yourself permission to say…” Theresa Rebeck

As a writer, “you have to give yourself permission to say” whatever needs to be said to tell the story – striving always not to sensor the authentic truth of the story.  Don’t sensor yourself.  It’s hard enough to release the flow of words from their birthing chamber without changing them as soon as they reach the light of day for fear of how they might be received.  Fearlessness is needed, as well as being honest in the writing and having confidence in your voice as a writer…

This is what I got from the conversation with Theresa Rebeck  at the Dramatists Guild Symposium on Saturday.  She was quite fascinating…

Things from the Writing Box…

In the early nineties, I began my quest to look at my heritage and find more pieces of what makes me who I am.  I imagined that any journey toward that knowledge would be good for my little box of things to write.  One day while home from my day job, a man stepped out from between two cars in front of me.  I had to swerve to miss him.  Later that night in my apartment, I had a visitation from the man in the street. Not his physical self but his spirit or so it seemed.  I write about things of the spirit a lot in my work…it just shows up – like he did.  I have been trying to put the vision I had that night in a play but am not sure when, where or how to enter as I really do not want a literal interpretation of that experience.  I want to capture how I felt in those moments…  Over the years, I’ve tried different things but can never quite get that, “this is it” feeling.  Two years ago, I wrote this poem:

the Medicine Man

he stepped out from between the cars

with his staff

magnificent, authentic, ancient, familiar

he was tall like my uncle huron

with chiseled facial features

in headdress/ high moccasins/ native attire/ regal/ warrior-like

the feathers hanging from the staff caught my eye first

they were real

and i wondered if they were eagle

then i noticed that he was looking directly at me as i approached

our eyes locked for an instant/ for an eternity

my car seemed to be driving through a time warp

as i slowly passed him there in the street

looking through me to some place

we must have met before

in the rearview mirror

he turned his entire body to watch me drive away

i could not watch the road for watching him

he was a shaman/a medicine man, i knew

but why was he looking at me

did he know me/ daughter to native ancestors

i should have stopped/asked

later that night as i lay on the floor in prayer

i could hear and feel footsteps vibrating on the floor

moving toward me

a hologram in moccasins was all that i could see

his…

he placed one foot on the back of my head and pushed me into a vision

of the past

afraid/ unable to resist/ unable to move from the floor from the smoke

what is that?

i could hear the rattlers and sounds of war

the screaming women and children

i could smell the smoke and see its fog

then it lifted just enough for me to see

i was there dressed in buckskin

lying face down in the rubble

watching the boy as he searched through it for

his family

i was there

he knew me, daughter to native ancestors…

he knew me…

As a writer, do you ever wonder just how long a story can germinate before you can write it?  Have you ever come up against any story that just doesn’t seem to have an “in”? What do you do?  One of the greatest things about theatre is that the playwright doesn’t have to limit their approach to conventional ways in order to write their story.  Stuff just needs to be pulled out of the box, lived with for a while and looked at it from several angles…

 

 

A Place of Strength…

“Don’t lose your footing. Find your place of strength. Take time to identify those things that anchor your soul.”  —   Dr. Cindy Trimm

Often life goes full speed ahead – with or without you.  You can be so wrapped up in keeping up you don’t take the time to renew yourself.  Then, before you know it, out of the seemingly blue, you hit a wall and find yourself dazed and confused about how you got there.  You know you have gotten off track…  You know you aren’t yourself.  You know you’ve been missing you for a while.  You know that wall really didn’t just show up out of nowhere, you felt it coming but just didn’t stop yourself from walking into it.  You told yourself to “fake it till you make it;” which worked for a while – till the residue from the build-up of not taking a rest became so thick visibility was lost…

Now you’re at that wall, face in or butt down, and you’ve got to pull yourself back together again, got to find your place of strength…  You’re so far away from yourself, your normal avenues to renew and press just haven’t been working (to be honest, you haven’t been using them, hence the residue build-up).  What do you do?  How do you get your feet back on solid ground and get back to you?  How do you find a place of strength that will help you right here, right now?

I have a favorite passage of scripture, from Jeremiah that was ringing in my head as I found myself getting up off the ground recently:

16 Thus says the Lord: “Stand in the ways and see,
And ask for the old paths, where the good way is, And walk in it;
Then you will find rest for your souls. But they said, ‘We will not listen.’

Jeremiah 6:16   New King James Version (NKJV)

This verse – taken completely out of the context of the story in Jeremiah but completely in context for me because I was not paying attention to how far away I was getting from my stress releasing regiments  – helped me get back to me.  I had been ignoring my own warning flags – my failsafe anchors that keep me from losing my footing.  I wasn’t taking time to read things that feed my soul, that recharge me and encourage me.  I wasn’t getting out in nature to simply enjoy the air and growing things or checking on/hooking up with family and friends…all the things that seem like nothing special but are…

A place of strength is where you go to find renewal, redemption, and hope…  It is a right now place…

The first thing I did to get back to there was pray.  Not my regular prayers I had been praying everyday for myself but the “can we talk” prayer where I pulled out by backstory, looked at the character traits, and examined the plot.  Repented.  Where did I veer from the natural flow of things?  Where did I lose my footing?  Examined myself with unabridged honesty.  Truth does set you free; it allows you to reset your pace and rewrite…  It allows you to get back to you no matter how far away you think you have gotten…

My place of strength is staying connected to me, to God, and to my backstory that informs the plot points in my life – plot points that can change if needed…

 

Time Spent…

There are long nights of writing and longer nights of thinking about writing.  All seem to run together as I work out story bits, running plot lines in my head, listening to dialogue, visiting the people who live first in my mind then on the page.  A lot of time is spent working through a preliminary story, till it flows just right … If I could add up the hours spent before my computer, wonder how many times I could cross the earth with it.  It gets old – the constant push – but the time spent doing my craft is so much a part of me, too much time away from it makes me disoriented.  Funny, I can imagine myself day-job-less but I can never imagine myself not writing…

Time well spent is my daily goal; no matter the discomfort, it’s worth all the long nights needed to create that next perfect line…