I. I know my life will end
Like my voices told me,
At nineteen when I first learned
Someday, I’d die.
II. I fear not this time
I have not faded
And hot pink streaks my hair
No ma’am am I.
III. My voices speak lively words
Inside my head
Not that I could distinguish them
Until nineteen years went by,
IV. When I put pen to paper
Fingertips to keyboard
And spoke their words aloud
For the first time.
V. I introduced myself to angry old woman,
Whose guttural English
And sailor mouth
Belie a golden heart.
VI. I’ve always wondered
Where the nasty comes from…
But, as long as I let her speak,
Her words on paper, no one is hurt.
VII. There is separation in ink
That the spoken word can’t penetrate.
It is as if evidence of worth
Is only in the recording of them.
Thank you, Robin! It’s an interesting theory, I think!
Love this, Erica! “…the recording of them.” I think about all the words I have written and I am okay with every one. Thanks for sharing.